hello

its week 4 and for some reason it feels like we may not finish this race.

its like some free run. you just go on and on and on and go over and under whatever comes your way. not to stop till u reach your goal. yet, you have no idea what lies ahead of you.

compare this to 2.4, we dread it cos its tiring and far and we must hit a certain time mark. it doesn't really matter cos you don't need to think beyond "don't stop".

in our free run, the distance is not the thing that daunts us.

its the fear of uncertainty. not only are we not allowed to stop, we don't know whats the next thing we will have to go through and how. much more so the how. the decisions and the endurance to follow through.

i guess the only thing we have is the assurance that we are not alone in this free run. and we have each other to account for.

its painful, but i heard a song from linx ipod while running. i have no idea what song is it and i don't particularly like it. its just this line that i like, so i will take it out of context and dump it here.

"to give more than it takes, and smile through it all"

looking forward, friends. night

I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.
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