ok this is how it works or how it is supposed to work.

when i get stressed/emo

write in my emo book, or find something to eat, or shower, cos apparently sleeping does not solve the problem. worse to come when i wake. if i wake.

if don't want to emo, go do something saigang. cos saigang takes mind off stress while being totally productive

lastly need to do something that involves moving out and away from work/whatever is stressing me. example go cook something to eat. its brainless, its very useful cos can eat later and i really enjoy chopping vegetables as sadistic as it sounds. so if i ever cook for you you will see all the veg is kinda in small pieces:/

that being said, i'm not going into the kitchen for more than a grand total of 5 mins everyday for this entire week. there is some insane mosquito infestation or something. ahhhhhhhhhhh this is mad lah. i've like 18 bites on both legs. if you're gonna niao me why never kill it, duh got. its not an it. its an army. i think about 15 mosquitoes died in that kitchen today.

room sweet room. room sweet room. i'm very traumatised:(