ok my posts are getting stranger and stranger. if i could bring back the randomness of before. not all the randomness, just a little. too much randomness and thats bad. blogs have to have control. have to be censored appropriately. but so many things i wanted to blog about but just stopped cos i felt it was not worthy.

i think there are too many presentations to be made. like every day every week there seems to be something to present or see other people's presentation. but its like some non-stop thing lah. esp for gp. do we really really need so many presentations? and does it really make us broaden our knowledge? i still find myself taking from what i know and my opinion for gp essays. who really will remember all those quotes and statistics!

on another irrelevant note, on sat i went to see a chinese doctor regarding the ankle that i still can't stretch. this means accupunture. which i always thought to be painless such that you can fall asleep very easily. unfortunately its not. previously i had accupunture with some heating thing. this time i'm like hmm don't see any heating things. then i feel 2 wires at my toes. the next thing you know i'm being electrocuted/electricuted(?) like huh what?! there are crocodile clips to each needle! hahaha cos technically when you are lying down you can't see your foot. and it was pulsating. like strong enough to shake my leg with each pulse. then if it stops and you think ok let sleep come, and it starts again. like oh my goodness... i literally shouted ow ow ow and i think the doctor thinks i'm very spastic. cos my sis went and she was waiting outside for me and she thought i was very spastic like where got people do must ow so much one. cos at the start i "ow" for almost every pulse. then my sis was like 'are you gonna do that the whole time?' i asked how long issit? '20 mins'. hmmm ok maybe not.

there is something really sadistic. i actually don't mind the chi medicine now as compared to say a few years ago. and i feel happy when i don't miss a slot. its not like it tastes any better... maybe its cos each time i take i see the level go down. heh heh heh. means faster finish. but then faster finish means got to go back and get more. and more accupuncture:(

ah wells. just hope hard hard it works.

tmr 5b is going to sentosa. i hope can wake up. tired leh. but we planned this very long ago le. might as well. don't pangseh ah pple! cya there:)