wah seh. haven't blogged for some time. haha ok not very long lah but so much has happened.

firstly rachel lam! stop ponning.... i whole day take bus home myself leh. haiz... and worse of all today haven't start to walk down the steps only see 157 and 156 at the stop:(
[also last tues trainning quite fun leh. no seriously.]

today was O2. it was also the day retake art test along with half of the art class pple. last night see the email and sms. scared. really really scared until i think for an hour or so i bit panic attack. anyhow, thanks everyone for your prayers, thank God. test went ok, i'm probably staying in art. but gotta wait for the sms to confirm. but i got to work real hard. somehow i don't regret retaking it. this is what the o-level pple feel lah. the anxiety. whether stay or not all hangs on that result. it just reminds us don't take it for granted. and if we are serious bout it, put in your all. i need to stop slacking and fill in my book!!!:)

i think i screwed up stamp. but mr chia suggest 2 other competitions. i think i like to go do that and like redeem myself. it just feels wrong handing in something you know you din put in effort for...

oh yea, last night when i was panicking like siao, weiren reminded me of this verse.
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you plans to give you hope and a future. --Jeremiah 29:11
how true this is. its easier to pray "let me pass, let me get tru, let what i do be good enough" but we may forget the "give me peace of mind, serenity, help me trust in You and Your plan for my life, do whats best for me, help me accept what You give me and appreciate it"

and i realised my msn nick is i don't know about tomorrow go google it for lyrics
But I know Who holds tomorrow, And I know Who holds my hand.
so i guess just leave it to God, and let Him guide our lives. sometimes he does things for the better reason. with this test, i lose like an hour of sleep, but i gain more motivation to work harder. more reason to appreciate everything i have around me:) if say i really din get in, i'll try ask if i can take h1. after 2 mths it just hooks you. will be weird if i have to drop it completely.

hope ian syaz and qy are all cleared and safe:) but i think should be lah. so you all also don't worry too hard, you're fine, just show mr chia you will work hard. then hopefully next time we can chase each other to work hard!

O2 was ok i think cos i missed out everything before 10.30 heh. my group basically din go where we are supposed to go. we go j8, spend time eating, play heart attack -- carol's pregnancy style, play hide and seek, go get bubble tea then cam whore a bit heh. anyhow some of the photos are way too cool. i'll post them up soon! this is prob the best outing we had so far. royce has a theory of creating impossible tasks then let pple rebel as a group and it creates group bonding. hmmmm don't think it works that way but ok lah today.

ahhhhh don't think anyone will see this but tomorrow got

whART ?
art exhibition at the art room. the one rite at the corner of blk a and b. from 12.34 to 4.01pm. do come down when you are free and drag your entire class along:) can go and see the j1 aep work, basically stuff we do on thursday. ok some are really really ownage. and erm don't bother looking for mine. its erm kinda sad. but like i said, i'll work hard! but must go and support and see the other stuff of the aep.