yesterday i lent some one i don't know my library card to borrow out a book. she was desperate to lend it out because of an interview today.

[ in case u are wondering what kind of interview needs a book, i'm not too sure either but its for pgde so she borrowed out a huge thin children's book. ]

somehow i know it sounds very risky and dangerous but i want to believe that the world ain't such a horrible place and that you can trust pple.

because if i did not do that, i will go home with this nagging feeling that i failed to love others and failed to show others that the world can be a nicer place.

it sounds so idyllic and so naive, but i find all these doubt very bothersome. recalling mr chia a few days ago addressing the juniors on how he also wishes the world was a nicer place where pple don't try to cheat you of your money or pick pocket you. but its not. but we will try to make it a better place. but we must be careful in the mean time.

i want to believe. i'm not unperceptive of the gamble i'm taking but i want to believe.