this 10 year old kid later found out that the only way out of the land of the grinch is going back out the entrance and sucked it up and ran pass the grinch on the way out.
there is this sorta mentality that when u think a situation has no repercussions you can go ahead and speak your mind without fearing anything
how did i become this bag of fluff that fears so much of offending pple that i worry so much and when i don't like something i don't say it. or i say it in such a PC manner.
to me this is the wonderful thing about blogging. i write it out, if i find its too harsh or too fleeting emotion i never publish it. and if i do publish it, i know that i am writing to an audience of 0 to at most 5. no one reads this blog. and i love that. i love that no one really reads personal blogs anymore and that no one i know here knows my blog. not moe pple, not goldsmiths pple, and since no one reads blogs no one will ask me for a blog address and if they do, i don't need to tell them because this is the one space that they cannot go to. this is the one space that is truly mine that i don't have to share with other pple who have varying levels of hygiene, nor is smoke filled, nor do i need put on a show for "my blog readers" to read. yes i know there are some truly exciting pple who keep blogs other pple still read. i am a self professed sloth who will type when i want to type for my sake not yours. who sometimes wish that i can muster up the really mean person in me to ignore the door when it is being knocked. and learn how to say no.
i will. starting now. no i am not going to do every favour that is asked of me. i owe the world everything and i do want to love others more. i can't justify this selfishness but i really really need a hot drink, plenty of brainless entertainment and for the door in my room to temporarily become a wall.
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