now serving no. 25

i'm sleepy but i am not allowed to sleep. so i have my hands on the keyboard and my head on a pillow. this will have to do.
i think next week there will be a lot of worksheet type of work and stuff. oh and the very urgent art workshop that the proposal is due. desperate to get that done but for now it appears we can't decide on anything as of now and the idea i have has no basis like i dun know the price.
today i am supposed to think of something to do that is serving others and carry it out by this week. the one i tot of was to finish the proposal cos i tot it was a volunteer thingy. but then i think it was pointed out to be something i have to do and it is not out of the way. so i am tryin to think of something out of the way.
i was talkin and thinking to my friend that i could bring some one to church. but firstly issit serving? and secondly who can i ask? if they live far, they won't come. if they live near, half already go to other churches and a quarter are either busy or family will not let them go. the others i can think of would be sherry and ashley.
sherry has just taken up chem tution that is exactly same time as my church even though i think it is damn bo hua cos it is 40 bucks for going there to do work and ask questions. [are you readin this sherry?]
ashley. heh heh i will work on that. my friend was asking whats it with me and bringin hc guys. wellll sherry. if you would go i am sure that would solve that.
but then i am being considerate whattttt considering my church is crawling with hc, it would be more friendly? i dun know how to say.
invited ben last christmas. but now he has gone to another church. well it is better for him i guess, all the best:)

today's lesson was to be great, have to serve others first. like how jesus serves his disciples and tell them to do the same to others. which is true actually. you know how pple always say in speeches and stuff that i want to serve you? then you vote for them and they are your heads? well technically being a leader does require serving. working. hard. i think that is why leaders are busy and not like oh you do this. haha. it is a known fact that they work hard to make things possible. so they are serving you. technically we are chosing our servants. and they shall lead us.

somewhat i feel what i just typed is a fallacy. if anyone knows what fallacy that is, please tell me. or if there is no fallacy but i just dun make sense, yupp it will be nice to know too.

this marks the end of my crap. for now.